Behold Time

"The Word became flesh and made his dwelling among us. We have seen his glory, the glory of the One and Only, who came from the Father, full of grace and truth." (John 1:14, NIV)

I love the older translation that says, “And we beheld His glory, glory as the Only Begotten of the Father, full of grace and truth.” “Seen” seems too short a duration. John and the disciples were with Him for years. “Beheld” indicates that it was something gazed upon, taken in, appreciated even if not understood.

Beholding the glory of God. How limited I am to be able to comprehend it. How limited we all are. When a little of the physical glory came through on the Mount of Transfiguration, Peter, James, and John were overcome. But John had seen it. I cannot put into words what God’s glory is like. I can only reflect on the little that I know. However, if I will look at Him, I will be reminded just how powerful, huge, and full of grace and truth He is.

Grace and truth are a powerful combination. Truth, straight truth, is painful, especially if administered alone. But when combined with grace, truth is revealed while hope is encouraged.
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A few weeks ago, at the time I wrote most of what you have just read, I was at a low point. I had lots to do, and progress was slow. Of course, everything that happens now runs, at least somewhat, through the cancer filter. I just felt under the pile. I realized, as I read John 1:14, that what I needed was some "Beholding Time." Time that simply focuses on God, period! It doesn't look at cancer, a to do list, or anything — just Jesus.

Maybe in the rush of the season, you need some beholding time yourself. Take it! Get alone with the Bible, and read as God leads. Just take some time to focus on Jesus.

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And now,
About the C-Word
I have been taking an additional med since Saturday. I just have to swallow a pill a day, so no sticks. It has some side effects, but so far nothing big and bad. Otherwise, this is a "rest" week from the IV stuff, which is nice since it is Christmas week. Keep praying, please. That is my most essential need and my family's greatest need.

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